The Chinese version is after the English one.
中文版本在英文版本下。
Dear Lord Father, thank you for your unlimited and unconditional love. I thank you as I know that you will put me under your wings to protect me, and I acknowledge that I am precious and honoured in your sight.
However, there are some bad memories haunting me. It makes me feel painful and helpless. It also makes me feel that I can’t actually get rid of the abusive experience totally.
Dear Lord, Everytime when the memories or the flashbacks haunt me, I don’t pray that they disappear immediately, as I know that these images or voices imply that the wounds inside me are not yet healed. The images and voices themselves are not evil, they are only signs revealing the wounds that need to be healed.
I pray that Lord Jesus please stay with me in those flashbacks. I ask the light, peace and warmth come from God above to penetrate into the flashbacks, gently sip into my heart, and dispel the darkness. If it is granted, I pray to see Jesus directly in the images, that I can literally see your action, feel your touch, and hear your voice.
Dear Lord, please grant me patience, and the kind of peace that surpasses my own understanding. Please keep me not too vulnerable to slip into the vortexes of horrifying memories. When waves of flashbacks sweep over me, I am not drowned. Grant me the endurance to stay in the memories some time, but not to be bound and not to be detained by them. Pluck me from the hell of mind, in your time.
Dear Lord, everytime I come across the memories again, I feel pain. Lord, please reach out your gracious hand, lay it upon my heart. Let your goodness and kindness be the liniment applying onto my wounds, so that every time I weep and cry in your great healing power, the wounds are cleansed and treated. Though the process is painful, I am healed deeper and deeper every time.
I hand over to you my memories from the past, the weakness at present, and the days in the future. Please have mercy on me, lead me out of the darkness, and go into your brightness. In Jesus’ name I pray. Amen.
為揮之不去的記憶得醫治禱告
親愛的天父，感謝祢無止盡的愛，把我藏在安全的蔭下，又使我為寶為尊。
可是，我常有過往令我難堪的記憶片段時來侵擾，令我覺得很痛苦，也很無助，令我覺得我彷彿難以完全脫離受傷、受害的狀態。
親愛主，每當我有影像來襲，我不求立刻消散，因為我知道這些影像意味著內裡的傷口未癒，而影像只是傷口呈現自己的一種形式而已，讓我知道我的創傷需要醫治。
我求主耶穌與我同在那些影像裡。求從主而來的光、平安和溫暖進入那些影像之中，柔和地滲入我的心，驅散那些惡影。如果可以，我求主耶穌祢讓我在影像中直接看見祢，看見祢的行動，感受到祢的觸摸，和聽見祢的聲音。
求主給我忍耐，和出乎我意料的平安，時常保守我不滑落記憶的漩渦之中，使我雖給漫過而不致淹沒；給我忍耐，讓我雖在影像裡停留，但不被捆綁，不滯留，幫助我能適時抽身。
親愛主，每一次影像過去，我的心裡都留下痛楚。求主伸出恩手，按在我的心上，以祢的美善敷在我的創口上，使我每一次的哭泣，在祢的大能之下，就像把傷口洗過一樣，雖然痛楚，但能使得到更深層的醫治。
我將我過去的記憶，現在的軟弱，與未來的日子，都交在祢的手中，求祢按祢的慈愛恩待我，使我能脫離黑暗，進入光明。奉耶穌基督寶貴的聖名祈求，阿門。